Sunday, 6 December 2009

I Can't Escape

Ok, this is slowly turning into a weight loss blog. I can't seem to help it. Weight is such a big deal to me and it creeps into every thought i have. Calorie numbers fly around my brain whenever i pick up something to eat.

I'm back up on my weight after a binge yesterday. I'm so ashamed so I won't put how much I weight on here. It's too shameful. But I'm back on track and I will be 134 for the concert. That's a week today.

I need to make a plan to stop me from failing. Plans will always help. I hope. I call my eating days metabolism days because I'm not eating for the sake of eating. I'm eating so my metabolism won't stop working. Which means I eat something little every 2-3 hours.

This week's plan
Monday- Fasting.
Tuesday - Metabolism (around 800 calories)
Wednesday - Fasting
Thursday - Fasting
Friday - Metabolism (around 800 calories)
Saturday - Eating
Sunday - Fasting.


Ok, enough weight talk. My two fingers on my right hand really hurt and have swollen. It even hurts to type this. When are things going to stop going wrong?

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